23/03/2009 @ 14:35
Sat in work at the moment, and i'm bored stiff so i thought i'd do a little update. I'm going to email this to myself from work so that i can post in when i get in, we cant actually go on the general internet at work. Although they dont seem to have figured out that the O2 home page has an email server! ha twats.
I may lose track of what i'm saying because i'm having to keep taking calls (damn them expecting me to do my job!!) so if i suddenly move onto something completely different thats probably why!
Well it's boring as ever today, answer phone after answer phone after answer phone, followed by someone rude, followed by a complete idiot followed by someone who shows slight intelligence but not much.
I'm on 26 saves and 0 upgrades so far today, so not doing too badly, could be better but considering i can't be arsed and absolutely hate it here that's not too bad. I do need to pull my socks up and get the upgrades in if what Karl's been saying is anything to go by, but as usual for me i can't really be bothered. In some ways it might be better if i dont get it, then i'll have a reason for feeling as shit as i do, maybe then no one would act all confused when i top myself and they can blame it on that instead of whatever else people blame those things on. Not that i'm thinking of doing that at the moment, but the way things are going at home, (and work for that matter) mostly to do with money and definitely my relationship with chris, i do think, probably more often than is normal or healthy that it would be so much easier and better if i just wasnt here any more. I know obviously that if that was to happen then there probably wouldnt be anything "else" after it, but at least i wouldnt be going through all this shit that i am.
You know all that crap they say about money doesnt buy happiness? Well in my books it fucking does! If you've got money, you've got no worries about paying the bills, paying the rent, if you'll be able to eat this month, if the bailiffs will be round today or tomorrow, if the dog will have actual dog food or just whatever scraps we leave for her because we cant afford to buy her own food. If you've got money you'll live in a NICE house, one that everything doesnt break in every 5 minutes, like a washing machine that cleans clothes and doesnt break down, a cooker where you can use the grill, heating that actually heats and doesnt leak, a front and back door that shut properly, a toilet that flushes without leaking, a shower that doesnt come through the ceiling downstairs, floor boards that dont feel like they'll break if you stand on them... maybe i'm asking for too much? And you'd probably have a car so you wouldnt have to take the manky bus and you would probably have a better job anyways and if you had enough money you could probably not work at all!

Well its now taken me almost an hour to write this so far, its now 15:30. I would try to write it during calls, but i tend to fall asleep to wouldnt be able to concentrate on both and would either end up talking crap to the customers on the phone or writing random crap in here and then spelling it all wrong too!
I think i'll call it a day for now, i might write some more later at home, but for now i've run out of things to talk/complain about. So i'll end it there and just send it to myself for later publishing.
TTFN
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