Wow, this is new for me! Two posts in one day? Practically unheard of.
My mum phoned earlier, apparently Jackie needs to get rid of their cat (Misty) and asked if we would mind having her. I asked the peeps and we all agreed. So as of this wednesday, when my mum's coming to visit anyway, we'll have yet another addition to the household!
So we'll have 5 rats, a dog and 2 cats... bloody hell!
And the worst thing about it is that the new cat as the same name as the dog. So we'll have Mei, Belle, Freya, Oreo, Milky (the rats) Rin (or cattle to her friends) Misty (woofer) and Misty (other cattle) haha god only knows so dont ask!
Shouldnt be too bad though, we'll cope at least. And im sure if we have any problems with buying cat food or litter etc that jackie will be happy to help. I wont expect it of course but i dont think it would be a problem if it came to it. She has already offered to pay for the cats yearly jabs and that sort of thing, plus vet bills i would hope... I don't really want to have to take out pet insurance for someone elses cat... although if she is going to be ours then i will be quite happy to if thats what i comes to.
I still need to sort some out for the dog to be honest, but finances still arent really properly sorted out at the moment so havent had a chance to sit down and look into it properly. although i know that i should, god forbid anything ever happens to the dog, but we wouldnt be able to afford to pay vet bills if anything did so i dont know what we'd do.
In the back of my mind i know that there will come a time when vet visit's will be needed, as with all animals that get old its bound to happen so its just a matter of time and how serious it is obviously. I'm just grateful at the moment that nothing's happened yet because i dont think i could have coped if anything had happened to her along with everything else thats been going on recently. well this last year or so really.
Life's not so sweet when you dont have mummy's credit card to help out with everything.
Ah well we'll manage! It's only one more small mouth to feed, not like we're taking on a massive dog or anything, just a little kitty cat!
And i'm sure she'll be lovely, chris prefers cats so he'll like it.
Hmmm well its time to go make something for dinner i think, although not sure if i actually want to eat anything. Probably should or i'll just be hungry later instead and then it'll be too late to eat before going to bed.
Back to the hell hole tomorrow! At least its only till weds and then mums down, that should make it a bit less hellish. We can hope.
TTFN
xXx
Sunday, 19 July 2009
Back to it again..
My god, it's been ages since I last posted here! Although I did say that I would forget about it which I did.
So what's happened in my life since my last post? Well all sorts of things really to be honest.
Work's changed, for the worse. Hard to believe but it has! We now sell contracts to Pay & Go customers, still O2, and still the same pay, but we're now doing a level 2 campaign instead of level 1. Which I don't think any of us is particularly happy about, but with the "credit crunch" and all that crap not a single one of us can afford to leave and try to find something else. So it's basically put up with it and still have a job or leave and be fucked.
I have been for one job interview since this all happened, i thought it seemed quite promising but nothing came of it. So unfortunately i'm still stuck in the same rutt, can't pay the bills on my own, no privacy, a crap house, the same old blah blah blah which frankly i'm so sick of thinking about i wonder how i've not lost it completely by now!
Leanne doesn't live with us at the moment, just Craig. She lost her job and made the decision to move in with her mum because she wouldnt be able to help us pay the bills. Which I think was pretty good of her, especially considering how long her and Craig have been together and lived together. It must be pretty weird for them not being together all the time. But i guess that just shows their friendship with chris that they're willing to do that to help us out.
Things are much the same with me in myself really. I've been trying to submerge myself in things to distract. So i've read all 4 Twilight books in just under 2 weeks, (what an achievment for me!) and now I'm kind of a bit lost for what to do. It was so weird just keeping myself kind of "locked down" in that world while i read them. I've been really distracted by it, in my own little world trying to ditach from reality i suppose. It helped though. But now that its over what now?
Enough of my weirdness in that area, i don't want to get obsessed by it or anything, and i know that i do get like that. I get too wrapped up in another world and then find it almost impossible to drag myself, kicking and screaming, from it.
Im going to attempt to remember that this is here, so hopefully some more posts will be coming soon.
TTFN
xXx
So what's happened in my life since my last post? Well all sorts of things really to be honest.
Work's changed, for the worse. Hard to believe but it has! We now sell contracts to Pay & Go customers, still O2, and still the same pay, but we're now doing a level 2 campaign instead of level 1. Which I don't think any of us is particularly happy about, but with the "credit crunch" and all that crap not a single one of us can afford to leave and try to find something else. So it's basically put up with it and still have a job or leave and be fucked.
I have been for one job interview since this all happened, i thought it seemed quite promising but nothing came of it. So unfortunately i'm still stuck in the same rutt, can't pay the bills on my own, no privacy, a crap house, the same old blah blah blah which frankly i'm so sick of thinking about i wonder how i've not lost it completely by now!
Leanne doesn't live with us at the moment, just Craig. She lost her job and made the decision to move in with her mum because she wouldnt be able to help us pay the bills. Which I think was pretty good of her, especially considering how long her and Craig have been together and lived together. It must be pretty weird for them not being together all the time. But i guess that just shows their friendship with chris that they're willing to do that to help us out.
Things are much the same with me in myself really. I've been trying to submerge myself in things to distract. So i've read all 4 Twilight books in just under 2 weeks, (what an achievment for me!) and now I'm kind of a bit lost for what to do. It was so weird just keeping myself kind of "locked down" in that world while i read them. I've been really distracted by it, in my own little world trying to ditach from reality i suppose. It helped though. But now that its over what now?
Enough of my weirdness in that area, i don't want to get obsessed by it or anything, and i know that i do get like that. I get too wrapped up in another world and then find it almost impossible to drag myself, kicking and screaming, from it.
Im going to attempt to remember that this is here, so hopefully some more posts will be coming soon.
TTFN
xXx
Wednesday, 25 March 2009
25/03/2009 @ starting at roughly 10:45
Surprisingly i'm actually not in that bad of a mood! In fact it could
almost be described as a good one, although lets not push the boat out
too far! haha
11:25 -
Back from break now, and i must admit my mood has dropped. I'm not
sure whether thats just because of the fact that i'm in work or if its
the usual depressivness. Either way, i can't be arsed now, where as i
was actually trying before break.
I guess thats what happens when you have a shit job, you sort of fool
yourself into forgetting how shit it is and get on with it, but then
after an hour or so you remember, and then just get down and can no
longer be bothered to do it.
A bit like now i guess, its not 12:23 and i'm in a bad mood so i can't
be bothered to type this either.
My brain is actually a bit numb, feels like its sleeping but i'm still
awake. Although it can't be sleeping, i'm still exhausted at the end
of the day, so no naps happening here!
I think i definitely need a new job though, this one is doing my head
in!
OOO er! I just sold a phone for over £50!!!! That NEVER happens!
Cant be arsed anymore,
TTFN
xXx
Tuesday, 24 March 2009
24/03/2009 @ 15:00
Bloody hell, its now 15:25! it's taken me all that time to get rid of
one moaning customer so that i can actually concentrate enough to
type!
I really do hate people that milk their own ignorance and go on that
they're disabled or god knows what else, sometimes its that they have a
disabled or old parent to look after.
To be honest, i cant be arsed typing any more, its not half 4 so i'll
just post this and then probably something later if i can be bothered
when i get in, and if chris lets me on the pc!!!
TTFN
xXx
Monday, 23 March 2009
23/03/2009 @ 14:35
Sat in work at the moment, and i'm bored stiff so i thought i'd do a little update. I'm going to email this to myself from work so that i can post in when i get in, we cant actually go on the general internet at work. Although they dont seem to have figured out that the O2 home page has an email server! ha twats.
I may lose track of what i'm saying because i'm having to keep taking calls (damn them expecting me to do my job!!) so if i suddenly move onto something completely different thats probably why!
Well it's boring as ever today, answer phone after answer phone after answer phone, followed by someone rude, followed by a complete idiot followed by someone who shows slight intelligence but not much.
I'm on 26 saves and 0 upgrades so far today, so not doing too badly, could be better but considering i can't be arsed and absolutely hate it here that's not too bad. I do need to pull my socks up and get the upgrades in if what Karl's been saying is anything to go by, but as usual for me i can't really be bothered. In some ways it might be better if i dont get it, then i'll have a reason for feeling as shit as i do, maybe then no one would act all confused when i top myself and they can blame it on that instead of whatever else people blame those things on. Not that i'm thinking of doing that at the moment, but the way things are going at home, (and work for that matter) mostly to do with money and definitely my relationship with chris, i do think, probably more often than is normal or healthy that it would be so much easier and better if i just wasnt here any more. I know obviously that if that was to happen then there probably wouldnt be anything "else" after it, but at least i wouldnt be going through all this shit that i am.
You know all that crap they say about money doesnt buy happiness? Well in my books it fucking does! If you've got money, you've got no worries about paying the bills, paying the rent, if you'll be able to eat this month, if the bailiffs will be round today or tomorrow, if the dog will have actual dog food or just whatever scraps we leave for her because we cant afford to buy her own food. If you've got money you'll live in a NICE house, one that everything doesnt break in every 5 minutes, like a washing machine that cleans clothes and doesnt break down, a cooker where you can use the grill, heating that actually heats and doesnt leak, a front and back door that shut properly, a toilet that flushes without leaking, a shower that doesnt come through the ceiling downstairs, floor boards that dont feel like they'll break if you stand on them... maybe i'm asking for too much? And you'd probably have a car so you wouldnt have to take the manky bus and you would probably have a better job anyways and if you had enough money you could probably not work at all!
Well its now taken me almost an hour to write this so far, its now 15:30. I would try to write it during calls, but i tend to fall asleep to wouldnt be able to concentrate on both and would either end up talking crap to the customers on the phone or writing random crap in here and then spelling it all wrong too!
I think i'll call it a day for now, i might write some more later at home, but for now i've run out of things to talk/complain about. So i'll end it there and just send it to myself for later publishing.
TTFN
xXx
Sat in work at the moment, and i'm bored stiff so i thought i'd do a little update. I'm going to email this to myself from work so that i can post in when i get in, we cant actually go on the general internet at work. Although they dont seem to have figured out that the O2 home page has an email server! ha twats.
I may lose track of what i'm saying because i'm having to keep taking calls (damn them expecting me to do my job!!) so if i suddenly move onto something completely different thats probably why!
Well it's boring as ever today, answer phone after answer phone after answer phone, followed by someone rude, followed by a complete idiot followed by someone who shows slight intelligence but not much.
I'm on 26 saves and 0 upgrades so far today, so not doing too badly, could be better but considering i can't be arsed and absolutely hate it here that's not too bad. I do need to pull my socks up and get the upgrades in if what Karl's been saying is anything to go by, but as usual for me i can't really be bothered. In some ways it might be better if i dont get it, then i'll have a reason for feeling as shit as i do, maybe then no one would act all confused when i top myself and they can blame it on that instead of whatever else people blame those things on. Not that i'm thinking of doing that at the moment, but the way things are going at home, (and work for that matter) mostly to do with money and definitely my relationship with chris, i do think, probably more often than is normal or healthy that it would be so much easier and better if i just wasnt here any more. I know obviously that if that was to happen then there probably wouldnt be anything "else" after it, but at least i wouldnt be going through all this shit that i am.
You know all that crap they say about money doesnt buy happiness? Well in my books it fucking does! If you've got money, you've got no worries about paying the bills, paying the rent, if you'll be able to eat this month, if the bailiffs will be round today or tomorrow, if the dog will have actual dog food or just whatever scraps we leave for her because we cant afford to buy her own food. If you've got money you'll live in a NICE house, one that everything doesnt break in every 5 minutes, like a washing machine that cleans clothes and doesnt break down, a cooker where you can use the grill, heating that actually heats and doesnt leak, a front and back door that shut properly, a toilet that flushes without leaking, a shower that doesnt come through the ceiling downstairs, floor boards that dont feel like they'll break if you stand on them... maybe i'm asking for too much? And you'd probably have a car so you wouldnt have to take the manky bus and you would probably have a better job anyways and if you had enough money you could probably not work at all!
Well its now taken me almost an hour to write this so far, its now 15:30. I would try to write it during calls, but i tend to fall asleep to wouldnt be able to concentrate on both and would either end up talking crap to the customers on the phone or writing random crap in here and then spelling it all wrong too!
I think i'll call it a day for now, i might write some more later at home, but for now i've run out of things to talk/complain about. So i'll end it there and just send it to myself for later publishing.
TTFN
xXx
Sunday, 22 March 2009
Well, well, well! I'm actually posting in here again! Now there's a surprise.
Normally I'd have forgotten about this thing by now, but I do actually want to keep some sort of journal or diary type thing, especially considering that I may go nuts otherwise!!!
There are quite a few different things going on in my life at the moment, nothing particularly interesting, but i may as well keep a note of them. It's always interesting to read back in the future and see what sort of things were happening and how I was at the time i wrote it.
Plus the fact that i'm probably the only one who'll ever read this means that I can pretty much write whatever the hell I want! Although I may have to try and be a tad nice about certain people just incase! Now that's not referring to anyone in particular, but there may be times in the future when I'll be pissed off and just want to rant, so tough shit, i'll write what i want!!
I'm starting to feel like the extra piece to pretty much everything, so i've decided its enough. I know its only small things at the moment, but i need to be myself and feel like myself some more, so i've got Chris to make my own log in on the PC, and i'm going to make it mine. It may only be a log in on the computer, but even that's better than what i've got now as far as my own space goes. Its the whole thing of living with someone else, and now other people, plural.
So this is probably something else good that will keep me to me. Sitting here, typing away like the good old days when i was back at my mums. Listening to music quite loudly through the headphones. No one watching over my shoulder like Chris seems to like to do quite often as well. If i ever start writing things like this he always seems curious.
But to be honest, i'd rather just keep this to myself, might even change the password or something in a minute, because he knows all of them otherwise.
Hmm well i think thats enough for tonight. Got to go and check on the food that i'm making for the boys and for my lunch tomorrow at work.
TTFN
xXx
Well, well, well! I'm actually posting in here again! Now there's a surprise.
Normally I'd have forgotten about this thing by now, but I do actually want to keep some sort of journal or diary type thing, especially considering that I may go nuts otherwise!!!
There are quite a few different things going on in my life at the moment, nothing particularly interesting, but i may as well keep a note of them. It's always interesting to read back in the future and see what sort of things were happening and how I was at the time i wrote it.
Plus the fact that i'm probably the only one who'll ever read this means that I can pretty much write whatever the hell I want! Although I may have to try and be a tad nice about certain people just incase! Now that's not referring to anyone in particular, but there may be times in the future when I'll be pissed off and just want to rant, so tough shit, i'll write what i want!!
I'm starting to feel like the extra piece to pretty much everything, so i've decided its enough. I know its only small things at the moment, but i need to be myself and feel like myself some more, so i've got Chris to make my own log in on the PC, and i'm going to make it mine. It may only be a log in on the computer, but even that's better than what i've got now as far as my own space goes. Its the whole thing of living with someone else, and now other people, plural.
So this is probably something else good that will keep me to me. Sitting here, typing away like the good old days when i was back at my mums. Listening to music quite loudly through the headphones. No one watching over my shoulder like Chris seems to like to do quite often as well. If i ever start writing things like this he always seems curious.
But to be honest, i'd rather just keep this to myself, might even change the password or something in a minute, because he knows all of them otherwise.
Hmm well i think thats enough for tonight. Got to go and check on the food that i'm making for the boys and for my lunch tomorrow at work.
TTFN
xXx
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
New Beginnings... Again.
Well, I've started yet another online journal thing. Needless to say I probably wont use it, or even visit it at all, in a couple of months time, but it gives me something to occupy me in the mean time!
I can't even remember the log in details to my others so this one will have to do for now.
Brief back story on me:
I'm 19 years old, originally from a wee village down south called Hassocks where I lived in a single parent family with my Mum, Lynn. I'm also an only child, so possibly a tiny bit spoilt!!!
I left school with pretty good grades for my GCSE's (even if i do say so myself!), then I went to college where I was studying AS level Law, Business Studies, English Language and Accountancy. I gave up accounts pretty quickly, not only was it quite hard but it was totally boring as well! I then started to take something to do with typing or word processing, I can't remember exactly what it was, but needless to say it was waaaaay too easy!
I only went to college for about 3 or 4 months and sadly dropped out, which I will admit I do regret a bit now.
Roughly around this same time I found out that I have something called P.C.O.S. which is polycystic ovarian syndrome. So to cut a very long story short I decided I didn't want to be in college any more wasting my life and kind of used that as an excuse to quit. It wasnt the main reason, although at the time it did affect my decision a bit. I was badly bullied all through my school life and then when it started in college too i decided i'd had enough and chucked it all in. A few months later i then moved to Manchester (which is where i live now) and moved in with my boyfriend. We've now been together for just over 4 years and i've been living up here with him for almost 2.
We lived with his Dad and younger sister Jessica for just over a year, in which time i managed to find a job working in customer services for a motorcycle insurance company called Carole Nash. We then moved to our own place in June 2008 and managed to find a cheap(ish) 3 bed house in a place called Partington. We were lucky to get the place we did at the price we did really, and we needed an actual house with a garden because we have an adorable little Cocker Spaniel called Misty. AKA Buppy, Bup, Woofer, Bum face, Bubba, Sticky, Misticular, Who is currently sat at the end of the bed looking very concerned at me typing on here.
So moving on from the adorableness that is the woof, I lost my job in September (the 11th to be precise, which i think had got to be something like a friday 13th scenario!) then managed to find another one working for a direct marketing company (call centre basically) called LBM where i first worked for the phone company 3 selling phones (for about a day) before i got put onto their mobile broadband campaign and then about a month later was moved to O2 which is where i work now doing retention to their pay & go customers. Incredibly boring, and barely pays the bills. Which moves me onto my next point that we also have my boyfriend's (Chris) best mate (Craig) and his girlfriend (Leanne) living with us to help pay the bills and rent! Which isnt ideal as we were really enjoying having our own place for once, but needs must and that was pretty much the only way we could do it and still keep the house ours and not have to move back in with his dad, which was like a living hell let me tell you!
So thats about it i guess, living in a shitty house where not much actually likes to work without either leaking or just not doing anything at all, with my boyfriend, Craig and Leanne, the dog and 6 pet rats. (Prisca, Mei, Belle, Freya, Milky and Oreo) We did have 7 up until 2 days ago, but sadly Kiki passed away. :(
Not exactly how i envisioned spending the last of my teen years, struggling to pay the bills, getting into debt and nearly losing my job because i have a twat of a manager who's a scouse and seems to have it in for me even though i seem to be hitting all the targets anyways!!! Pillock is the word! or however you spell it.
Well i guess its probably about time i log off and go to bed, got another day of glorious work tomorrow (sense the sarcasm!)
Bubba says hi and gave me a little kiss on the hand and then promptly went about biting her own nipples! I'm hoping she's got an itch and isnt just a kinky bitch! She is a lesbian though.... but thats for another post ;)
Nighty night!
xXx
New Beginnings... Again.
Well, I've started yet another online journal thing. Needless to say I probably wont use it, or even visit it at all, in a couple of months time, but it gives me something to occupy me in the mean time!
I can't even remember the log in details to my others so this one will have to do for now.
Brief back story on me:
I'm 19 years old, originally from a wee village down south called Hassocks where I lived in a single parent family with my Mum, Lynn. I'm also an only child, so possibly a tiny bit spoilt!!!
I left school with pretty good grades for my GCSE's (even if i do say so myself!), then I went to college where I was studying AS level Law, Business Studies, English Language and Accountancy. I gave up accounts pretty quickly, not only was it quite hard but it was totally boring as well! I then started to take something to do with typing or word processing, I can't remember exactly what it was, but needless to say it was waaaaay too easy!
I only went to college for about 3 or 4 months and sadly dropped out, which I will admit I do regret a bit now.
Roughly around this same time I found out that I have something called P.C.O.S. which is polycystic ovarian syndrome. So to cut a very long story short I decided I didn't want to be in college any more wasting my life and kind of used that as an excuse to quit. It wasnt the main reason, although at the time it did affect my decision a bit. I was badly bullied all through my school life and then when it started in college too i decided i'd had enough and chucked it all in. A few months later i then moved to Manchester (which is where i live now) and moved in with my boyfriend. We've now been together for just over 4 years and i've been living up here with him for almost 2.
We lived with his Dad and younger sister Jessica for just over a year, in which time i managed to find a job working in customer services for a motorcycle insurance company called Carole Nash. We then moved to our own place in June 2008 and managed to find a cheap(ish) 3 bed house in a place called Partington. We were lucky to get the place we did at the price we did really, and we needed an actual house with a garden because we have an adorable little Cocker Spaniel called Misty. AKA Buppy, Bup, Woofer, Bum face, Bubba, Sticky, Misticular, Who is currently sat at the end of the bed looking very concerned at me typing on here.
So moving on from the adorableness that is the woof, I lost my job in September (the 11th to be precise, which i think had got to be something like a friday 13th scenario!) then managed to find another one working for a direct marketing company (call centre basically) called LBM where i first worked for the phone company 3 selling phones (for about a day) before i got put onto their mobile broadband campaign and then about a month later was moved to O2 which is where i work now doing retention to their pay & go customers. Incredibly boring, and barely pays the bills. Which moves me onto my next point that we also have my boyfriend's (Chris) best mate (Craig) and his girlfriend (Leanne) living with us to help pay the bills and rent! Which isnt ideal as we were really enjoying having our own place for once, but needs must and that was pretty much the only way we could do it and still keep the house ours and not have to move back in with his dad, which was like a living hell let me tell you!
So thats about it i guess, living in a shitty house where not much actually likes to work without either leaking or just not doing anything at all, with my boyfriend, Craig and Leanne, the dog and 6 pet rats. (Prisca, Mei, Belle, Freya, Milky and Oreo) We did have 7 up until 2 days ago, but sadly Kiki passed away. :(
Not exactly how i envisioned spending the last of my teen years, struggling to pay the bills, getting into debt and nearly losing my job because i have a twat of a manager who's a scouse and seems to have it in for me even though i seem to be hitting all the targets anyways!!! Pillock is the word! or however you spell it.
Well i guess its probably about time i log off and go to bed, got another day of glorious work tomorrow (sense the sarcasm!)
Bubba says hi and gave me a little kiss on the hand and then promptly went about biting her own nipples! I'm hoping she's got an itch and isnt just a kinky bitch! She is a lesbian though.... but thats for another post ;)
Nighty night!
xXx
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