Back to it again..

My god, it's been ages since I last posted here! Although I did say that I would forget about it which I did.
So what's happened in my life since my last post? Well all sorts of things really to be honest.
Work's changed, for the worse. Hard to believe but it has! We now sell contracts to Pay & Go customers, still O2, and still the same pay, but we're now doing a level 2 campaign instead of level 1. Which I don't think any of us is particularly happy about, but with the "credit crunch" and all that crap not a single one of us can afford to leave and try to find something else. So it's basically put up with it and still have a job or leave and be fucked.
I have been for one job interview since this all happened, i thought it seemed quite promising but nothing came of it. So unfortunately i'm still stuck in the same rutt, can't pay the bills on my own, no privacy, a crap house, the same old blah blah blah which frankly i'm so sick of thinking about i wonder how i've not lost it completely by now!
Leanne doesn't live with us at the moment, just Craig. She lost her job and made the decision to move in with her mum because she wouldnt be able to help us pay the bills. Which I think was pretty good of her, especially considering how long her and Craig have been together and lived together. It must be pretty weird for them not being together all the time. But i guess that just shows their friendship with chris that they're willing to do that to help us out.

Things are much the same with me in myself really. I've been trying to submerge myself in things to distract. So i've read all 4 Twilight books in just under 2 weeks, (what an achievment for me!) and now I'm kind of a bit lost for what to do. It was so weird just keeping myself kind of "locked down" in that world while i read them. I've been really distracted by it, in my own little world trying to ditach from reality i suppose. It helped though. But now that its over what now?
Enough of my weirdness in that area, i don't want to get obsessed by it or anything, and i know that i do get like that. I get too wrapped up in another world and then find it almost impossible to drag myself, kicking and screaming, from it.

Im going to attempt to remember that this is here, so hopefully some more posts will be coming soon.

TTFN
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